Day 11...Gimme Some Lovin'

Today was Monday....I said it could/would/should be full of hope.

I worked 12 hours

I got a letter saying I owe the federal govt $1,200 from 2005 tax return.

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK...so I am not going to write about feeling calm and working my way through obvious frustration. Instead I am going to talk about the one thing that makes me calm without having to think about it.

SEX

I haven't had it in QUITE some time. At least not with anyone else present. And the truth is, I can give myself an orgasm quicker than any man thanks to batteries and a good DVD collection.
But that is not what I want.
I want the touch of a man. To feel a man.
With all of this soul searching, I am feeling the need to be one with the earth, to connect with my physical being by allowing and begging for someone to enter it.

My perfect kiss:

FACE GRAB WITH BOTH HANDS

BC THAT IS JUST FUCKING AMAZING

SOFT OPEN MOUTH....UNEVEN LIPS

I LIKE MINE TO BE ON THE BOTTOM – TYPICALLY THAT IS THE CASE WITH ME

ON THE WAY OUT

YOU FEEL THE INSIDE OF THEIR LIPS AND GO IN AGAIN.

LITTLE FLICKER OF THE TONGUE

BODIES MOVE CLOSER

HANDS MOVE SLOWLY BEHND HIS HEAD AND THROUGH HIS HAIR

KISSES DON’T LAST TOO LONG

TONGUES LINGER AFTER THE LIPS PART THEIR WAYS

SLIGHT NIBBLING OF THE LOWER LIP BEGINS

DRIVES YOU TO A WHOLE NEW LEVEL

YOU ARE EVEN CLOSER WHEN THE LONG SOFT KISS BECOME MORE PASSIONATE

MORE DRIVEN

SLIGHTLY MORE VIOLENT

YOU LOSE YOUR BREATH

YOU KISS LONGER AND HARDER

NOW YOU ARE FEELING IT ELSEWHERE

IT HAS BEGUN

This is what I need to feel. This I what I want.

And then........................
Finally
What I can imagine just by closing my eyes and focusing my energy.
I can't give this to myself.
I can't wrap my arms around his back, pulling him closer to me...........until he is inside.....and then I am pulling him deeper in me

And the sweat swirling and swooshing together, slippery slinky sweat.

And those glances..........when you open your eyes to see his stare coming right back at you. You both smile.

My climaxes come freely.....but it is when he climaxes that I truly relax.

We are both satisfied. Victory in knowing you were pleasured and you pleasured someone else.

And then in each others arms, catching your breath, as you roll over and soft kisses fall on your back.........for a while.
Because if you are lucky, the motions of your body will be attuned to his..........
Hips moving back and forth
And you feel him a little more than before.
And you smile from the deepest dirtiest most physical point within
It will start again

The
moaning
screaming
touching
licking
biting
kissing
sucking
riding
pounding

that is SEX.

What else is there to say............

Hope and Love,
Soul Dancer